“What can I do…the problem is so big…what difference can I make?”
Consciously or unconsciously, this type of thinking allows us to believe that we are not able to do anything. I believed that as well, until about eight years ago.
On, September 11th at 8:36 am, I walked outside my apartment in lower Manhattan to find I was right in the middle of a world-changing event. Most people would think that this was “world-changing” because of how many lives that were directly and indirectly affected around the world. But something else happened as well. You could feel it in the air, you could see it in the hundreds of people who lined Canal Street behind the police barricades, breathing the toxic air with just one intention: to be of service.
When I snuck in to volunteer with the Red Cross in front of Stuyvesant School on the West Side Highway, my roommate at the time and I quickly made our way through the rubble; asking police officers, firefighters, engineers, doctors, volunteers, contractors, etc. what they needed. It did not matter if it was a pre-made peanut butter and jelly sandwich, cold raviolis from Ragu, a pair of dry socks, or the most common response, “COFFEE.” My job was to transport food and supplies in between the triages: First Triage (Stuyvesant School) Second Triage
(The American Express Lobby) and Third Triage (Ground Zero). It was amazing to see all these people coming together because they saw the immediate need to be of service to the lives of their neighbors, loved ones and friends who may still be alive under the rubble.
Like many of the volunteers at Ground Zero, I didn’t realize our masks weren’t meant for long stretches of breathing pulverized concrete, smoke and ash. I awoke to a doctor looking over me. It seems while I was working, I collapsed. An oxygen mask with saline solution was attached to my face and after a long conversation, I was ordered to go home.
As I walked downtown toward my apartment, passing scores of people who were just in some way looking to get involved, I noticed something starting to happen as I wiped my tears away from my dusty face. I noticed that everyone at that moment wanted to do something; they
wanted to help, to be of service. This was the end of day one of volunteering but I looked forward to the next day when I could go down and be of service again; to provide the supplies to the recovery workers who were working on “the pile” at Ground Zero.
That week I was changed not because of the countless people I witnessed lose their lives, but because of the people who just wanted to help. It was infectious; I just wanted to work harder, longer; and I did…however there was a price. Like many other 9-11 first responders,
I am currently in treatment for respiratory issues. The doctors tell me “your lungs are hardening” but not one day goes by that I regret the choice I made to give to others who needed my help. I know if my heart, regardless of the outcome, that I made the right choice.
All of us have the ability to be first responders. To respond to the needs of our country, our environment, our schools and neighborhoods; just respond. Something awoke in all of us on September 11th, and I believe we can re-awaken that energy. We can start by responding to
Dr. King’s call to service; to rise up against insurmountable odds. Causecast has created a video that begins the conversation of how we can all step outside of ourselves and serve. It started on January 19th, it continues with the passing of the Ted Kennedy Serve America Act… we all have an opportunity to begin a new way of engaging others in changing the things we want changed.
If each of us did a little bit of this, just think about what we can achieve together. If we fail, lets fail together, if we succeed, then we will have done much to push forward the collective consciousness we all can share. Gandhi, FDR, Einstein, JFK and Dr. Martin Luther King
all knew it. Barack Obama knows it and all of us who are now President Obama’s first responders know it.






